intentions
sometimes i don't say what i feel mean because i don't like being open and frank about things. i'm a person who you have to read into and catch what i actually mean because i never say things openly, unless i know i can.
when you're frank and direct, ppl often criticise you for being too harsh and to the point. and they say you don't take other ppl's feelings into consideration.
when you're not, ppl often misconstrue what you say and it never gets across right.
i'm getting incessantly peeved at a certain someone across the last few weeks. alot has to do with miscommunication. but still... i honestly expect the person to know me more than that. and if that is not reality, then i think it's the end of the road from here. i'm tired. i don't wish to continue this really. let's just move on peacefully and just pretend we never knew each other. every benefit has a price. yeah, you may be someone close to me that i can trust easily. but at the same time, alot of the things you say hurt. and somehow alot of what you talk about is just on the surface of things. i guess what i really want in friendships is to be understood and to understand ppl. yeah trust is impt, but you can only trust someone you understand and all. you don't trust someone whose motives you don't comprehend or agree with.
i guess i'm just hurt and tired. really. i'm not going to be emo and make a big fuss out of it. i'm just going to back off. sooner or later, it'll cool down, and we'll start off - but on our separate ways.
i just don't want to talk about it right now. i'm putting it out of my head and moving on. have a good life ahead of you.
3:16 PM
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